Weigh In Monday Revision

As I said, I would be starting of the Weigh Monday with some really motivation this time. So I weighed myself this morning and really got hit with some motivation on the damn head. I weigh more today than I ever have and am two times ( weight ) bigger than my little sister who has a son and is a mere three years younger than I am. I had to take 2 when I was on the scale now just want to bow my head in horror and shame. All this not because I am just fat, there are many fat people in the world, but because I let myself go, I have let myself go so far that I am almost off the freaking ledge!!!!

So here I sit, feeling hurt and disappointed that I put myself in the wobbly situation. So now it really is time to take some actions. So here are the numbers:

Weight: 101 Kg's
Height: 1.71 Metres

BMI: 34.2
Body Description: Obese
And to top it of I weigh more than 91% of the World!!!

I have gotten a food journal and will be writing down every single thing I eat as to try and stop what I am doing to myself.
This first week's task will be to lay off the seconds. I have a really issue with having a second helping and have to deal with it. I love food soo much that less than what I eat is like an insult.

This is a new beginning and a start to a new me.... I am terrified.... goodbye sweet choc muffin...

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The Bloggershpere, what a place.

I have always heard people talking about blogging and having blogs, but I never really bothered to find out what it was all about until a lady on a board that I am a member of asked me if I blog. I had no idea that regular people could be bloggers and one could blog about anything and mostly everything one desires. I then did some research and read a couple of these regular people blogs. It seemed like fun and interesting to do. So I started, with the intention to just write anything I would like when I would like. Unfortunately I became aware of the concept of 'followers' and that became my primary focus with no success for a short while.

Most people who have been blogging for years always started blogging for different reasons compared to why they do it today. This past week I realized that my blog has also changed slight direction. When I wrote about June Freaking Cleaver last week, I just wrote what I felt about her and her situation and never did I think that there were so many people who appreciate other people being appreciated. I got very nice comments from people who obviously have the same sentiments as I do and I highly appreciate that they were so kind with their words.

I love to look at what I can change about my life to make someone else's life better and I certainly hope that people do the same things for others. Who knew that the bloggesphere was filled with so many wonderful and kind people. Now I am glad I have joined the community because there is no greater place to be than in the company of people who really only have good intentions :)

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